another monday attack :P

monday, 12th november 2007

wake up a bit late, and my friend asked me to if i want to donate my blood to indonesian red cross :)
of course i want to... hehehe. So i go with my friend to campus and doing some tests there. Woohoo...! thought i'd failed the test but i passed!

Toink toink~ seeing the needle makes me a bit worry whether it would be hurt or not. But, hehe... it's not as hurt as i thought it was :P

After i donate my blood, they gave me a cup of creme soup, a pack of apple tea, and a pack of wafer. Too bad i don't like the creme soup. Makes me want to vomit (don't blame the creme soup. it's just because of my condition)

My body isn't feel so well these several days. "masuk angin", indonesian said (don't know what it's name in english. hehehehe)
My friend asked me: "pregnant?"
grrrrrr... grumble grumble... of course not! pregnant with who? with wind? rofl

Around 7:30pm i went home (and it rained a bit) alone, walking. Feel very very not well. So i closed my room, turn off the lamp, and put much balsam on my chest, shoulder, and back, and then tried to sleep around 9pm.

Guess what! Of course i couldn't sleep. kekekekek..... sleep at 9pm is way too different from my habit. I usually go to bed around 12am, so i just closed my eyes last night, waiting for my body to surrender and sleep :P

Finally i fell asleep (don't know when) but i awoken around midnight, tried to sleep again, awoken again around 3am, force myself to sleep again, then i gave up and wake up around 6am :P

I stay on bed, with my own mind, my own consciousness, my own feelings. And i start to do what i used to do... create my own world, beyond the space, beyond the time (my way of meditation and self healing? lolz) At least i feel at peace again, re-energized after those crowded weeks and months. I need to do this more, i think XD

Hm... what my point in writing this? Hrmm.... shrugs, don't ask me, as i said before, this is my blog. I'm free to write anything, no matter if it has purpose or not :P Hehehhee..

-rain@-